From Data to Reflection: Why a Scientist Turns toward Autoethnography and the Practice of Writing One’s Own Journey

Chee Kong Yap

Chee Kong Yap

Volume6-Issue12
Dates: Received: 2025-11-28 | Accepted: 2025-12-15 | Published: 2025-12-16
Pages: 1902-1910

Abstract

After decades of empirical research, I found myself writing fewer data-driven papers and more reflective notes and autoethnographic vignettes. This shift is not a retreat from science but an extension of it. The act of reflection allows scientists to make sense of their professional lives, intellectual commitments, and emotional labour within academia. The objective of this paper is to examine why and how I turned toward reflective and autoethnographic writing as a mature scholar trained in ecotoxicology and environmental science. Drawing from my personal experience, I argue that reflective writing restores authenticity, situates knowledge within lived real contextual concepts, and allows scholars to reclaim voice from the impersonal conventions of research publication. Using a first-person narrative style supported by scholarship on reflexivity and scientific identity, I describe three phases of transformation: saturation of novelty, rediscovery of meaning, and integration of self and science. This reflective paper concludes by calling for reflective literacy as a legitimate practice of scientific renewal, mentorship, and life-time unlearning and relearning.

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Yap CK. From Data to Refl ection: Why a Scientist Turns toward Autoethnography and the Practice of Writing One’s Own Journey. J Biomed Res Environ Sci. 2025 Dec 16; 6(12): 1902-1910. doi: 10.37871/jbres2239, Article ID: JBRES2239, Available at: https://www.jelsciences.com/articles/jbres2239.pdf

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